five days left of vacations. trying to not think about impending collegedom.

well, i know i complain a lot about it, but there *are* parts of it that I enjoy. The problem is that the things I dislike outweigh the things I like. so, i'm only looking forward to a few classes.

also trying not to think about the possibility of having yet another nervous breakdown and failing art history III again. Not too worried about art theory snce I didn't fail that one because I suck (i am actually marginally good at that class when i make an effort), I failed it because I am a lazy shit who doesn't think manifestos are all that interesting.

what am i doing in art school then? weeelllll.


art history ;_;
i think i'll have to change the way i draw so they don't make me research dadaism again (don't know where my prof got THAT one from). if they do I will scream+tear my hair out+throw myself from the highest balcony i can find.

that could probably be considered a very dada thing to do.


but, I will make an effort this year! cause the last one started badly (i missed the first two days of class because of my monumental stupidity) and only got worse as the months passed, and i'd like to get decent amounts of sleep and keep my sanity.