i have this weird thing when i get into a fandom: i latch onto one or two pairings that absorb most of my attention (see: link/sheik in zelda, 1x2 in gundam, etc) and rarely read anything else, because i can't read an entire long story outside those ships without losing interest. specially if they involve one half of my preferred ships. case in point: someone's reccing remus/draco at crack_broom and most of the summaries sound actually interesting but i won't read any of them because i know i'll get bored halfway through the fic, no matter how good. besides most of the r/d stuff i see uses the "draco could have been/was turned into a werewolf and remus has to protect him" and i'm like ftlog get a new plot already.

i don't know how the multi-shippers do it. oh, well. at least it saves me some online time.

speaking of crack_broom, i'd love to sign up again to rec james/regulus, but trying to write the recs for the r/s fics i did was like trying to draw blood from a stone, so i think i'll leave it to someone else. why must i suck so bad at writing that i can't even write a tiny blurb without agonizing over it for days?


ugh, now i have to go do my rs_prophet edition. it's starting to feel more and more like a chore instead of something i do out of enjoyment. and i've been so tired this week that i'm not in the mood to read fic. but there's just saraannette and me, and i don't want to make her slog through a week's worth of material. ergergergerg.

EDIT: oh, september is over. i hadn't even realized.